Drumming song

This is how i feel at the moment in the words of Florence and the Machine.

I'm feeling anxious - have been over the week till this moment in time. Not because Im scared...well i am a bit. Actually Im shitting bricks because I am off to a blind (ish) date. Urgh.

23 and going on a Blind (ish) date - what pray tell does this say about my future prospects.

Uusaully when I have to over come a mammoth and horrid task/ day/ event, i can imagine the day after - because in all sense and purposes - whether i like it or not, and God prevailing - there has to be another day. Regardless of this awkward moment the days after are in waiting for me to look back and wonder ''why was i so scared.''

So right now im checking that all my Karma has been validated...but I think im due because I was very rude to my Omi. Omi being the German word for Grandma.*longstoryshortmysisteris German*

Being rude to nana's is surely the be all and end all of Karma dues. So I am waiting, because if it happens today then I will know I deserve it (that and i dont have to see the guy again)

Sorry Omi. Love you.