Pleasures are not for sharing

...this includes food and clothes. Im sorry but these are things I do not share unless its some kind of Tapas or its me who wants the clothes...(hee)

I digress - back to the matter.
When I thought all was lost in my endless drive (ha) to learn how to drive, I am de -stressing and heading to the N.F.T to see my number one filmmaker and two of Britain's finest acting figures at a Q&A for the Glorious 39....eek cant wait...but I'm going alone.
Ive done it before - I used to do it a lot back in yonder days - when I wanted to see something and knew no one else would...but i was younger then, and thought it was cool...but when your in the mid realms of twenty-something and you benefit more for having a posse of mates around you...you just end up going to these things alone, surrounded by people the same age with their party of mates. Woe.


(what is she running from??? 000 love love)

I will keep telling myself that I am a huge fan, and lover of the craft so much so that I am completely comfortable with indulging in my passion alone. Because if you dont do it for yourself, then who are you doing it for? thats when you end up moaning about missing out on stuff you should've could've done...Well, 'NOT I' says me 'NOT I'.